Empty thoughts of a spacious mind

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I'm very opinionated and I can't spell. The views I express are entirely my own unless otherwise specified. also.. I'm an idiot at computer stuff. You'll figure that out if you look around enough. :)

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Pain :S

I never claimed to be the smartest cookie in the jar; hell, I never claimed to quite reach cookie status, but this action I recently took takes the, um, cookie (don't want to confuse ppl by switching foods!). I guess I should give some background information on whats been going on before I tell you of my minor, if somewhat significant action. lol

Things are going better at work, perhaps because I don't care anymore and basically stay in my own little world. Cassandra and I have taken the lab supervisors office so the LS could knock the wall out of ours and expand the lab. I have more of a fuck you attitude, which I could say is a good thing to have there. If you get caught up in the dynamics you are going to fall. I've also been going to the gym lately, which is fun but time consuming for a hermit in the making. (By the way is there a school I have to go to for that, or can I just get my degree over the internet?) I need to stop calling my bosses idiots to their faces or I may just get fired *sighs*. I'll have to head back to my angel status. I get picked on over the intercom at work now, but they pick on me cause I'll laugh with them and not get offended so I guess thats all good ^^ Right now, I'm on vacation so I think I'll stop talking of work and tell a little more of other things.

Yes, I am playing WOW tons, but I do have my reasons. My lvl 53 hunter was del by my bro, which caused me not to speak with him or my dad for over a week (him longer), and I had to start all over. On my own account I created priest which is now lvl 42 and climbing. Its taken alot of time, but I enjoy it. Its a close community in my guild on BC, and I enjoy both alliance and horde. Sadly part of my main groups dynamics are changing but I guess that is too be expected. Its actually one of them that has kept me remembering this, and has me here now *huggles jase* I plan on catching up to him, so he doesn't have to be a healing bot anymore! lol I almost rerolled totally there for a bit, because of frustrations with certain situations, but decided to stick it through and lvl up to 60. Oh well.

I've also begun to question myself alot lately. What I do and how I react. I haven't made myself get out and meet people and I dont' think I want to. I like having a few ppl with me that I can trust and screw the rest of them. It takes me a long time to 'take' someone into my 'inner circle' and I dont know if its quite worth it for them LOL. I'm goofy and moody and that can be a bad combination. Like a drugged rattlesnake and all >< I've become less tollerant of ppl's bullshit, including my own, but I'm too hyperactive to sit on the sidelines like I want to. Trying to find a way to curb that, so if you can help, please do. LOL leave a suggestion or something. Oh well.

So, my action. I had the top of my ear pierced, and while most would say (in the word of male WOW's) pffft, that for me is a big action. I hate pain like that, and usually think out all my actions carefully when I'm not in one of my spontanious spastic moments. I did it during lunch one day and THEN I started hearing about the over six months of healing and crap like that. I was like OMG what did I get myself into???? The pain wasn't too bad at first, but then it started really hurting. (I feel bad for the ppl on TS with me, they heard me complain and yell out when I accidently hit it more than anyone!) So I decided I would get drunk last night and get it taken out. My brother was suppose to do it, but he chickened out and was gonna leave me to do it myself! (mind you I was going towards drunk!!!) So I got it seperated, and was about to cry trying to take it out, whimp that I am, when josephs fiance Dawn came =D (dawn I love you! lol), and calmly took the pliars <--- that is so not spelled right, from me. She was sick but she cared enough to come help and inebriated person. I held on to josephs arm and she kept talking to me while she did it. While I did squeal *blushes* when she did the last part, she got it out with as little pain as possible, which I am greatful for.

Lesson learned: NO MORE PIERCINGS!!!!


So, I think I've rambled enough for now :D *bites*

Nicole