New Moments

Earlier today my sister in law and I sat and read some of my earlier posts, laughing at miss-spellings and the rantings of a slightly younger more neurotic me. It's definately hard to read some of those posts. Where my mind was at the time, to watch myself try and be honest. I guess that's the hardest person to be honest with, you have to live with yourself after that moment after all, right?

Turning 27 tomorrow and still trying to prove myself. *shakes head* I can't really believe that. The strength you build within still crumbles somehow when all you have to depend on are the sticks you broke off the tree to build the wall in the first place. God is great, but I am flawed. That's the issue.

Little bit sad, October is not the best month; but it gets better, I know it :) A lot has happened since Jacob passed.

There is a lot to say and to let pass to help heal.

Serenity, Dad, Joseph, Uncle Jim, My new Job, Cassandra....

I'll be back.

Whether thats a promise or a threat, I don't know.

It's one of them.

All regards and love.

Nicole