Empty thoughts of a spacious mind

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I'm very opinionated and I can't spell. The views I express are entirely my own unless otherwise specified. also.. I'm an idiot at computer stuff. You'll figure that out if you look around enough. :)

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

This ones for who?

Well, I figure I should get back on track. Now, where that track is heading I have NOOOOO clue, but its good to have a goal. (Feel free to stop me at anytime ;) )

I keep thinking that I don't want to do Criminal Justice. I don't know wether its that I have to go to school to do it and therefore I don't want it, or if I just really don't like it. I find it interesting and all but, its nothing I am passionate about. I'm kinda an antisocial ppl person. No, you man not nick name me oxy now ><. Anyways, I think I want to go into massage therapy. I love giving massages (untill I get bored) and scratching. Though, I don't think scratching is in the massuse plans. :S which is sad. I've been told I need a scratching post. I've also been told to skip the post I can use their backs anytime. I guess it depends on the person you scratch???

I'm too fickle a person to have a job long. This year at CHC is killing me!!! I was sick of it at 6 months and now I'm about to pull my hair out. (Pulls herself away from that topic)

Anyways, did I tell about my nephew getting the ronald mcdonald hair cutt?? that was hilarious :D well it wasn't the haircut so much as the hair color. He already had the afro going so he colored it red.. and.... OMG I laughed really hard :D it was great. poor boy. The color looks great on my bro, but not at all on Gavan.


Hmm. what else do I have to say but nothing?? My biting is spreading, which I don't know if that is a good or a bad thing. I mean really. I can't help it though *sighs*. and I tend to stick my foot in my mouth *blushes* you should of heard me at work the other day. Errr. rephrase :D I'm glad you DIDN"T hear me at work the other day.

So. its getting close to class time. I hope all of this finds you well and happy in your lives. Hugs to you three that keep up with me ;) Thanks, it helps *bites them* *cept wzl cause he doesn't like to be bitten hes worried about rabies*


*hugs*

Niccy

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Beautiful Day

Back by popular demand (err. two ppl :D ), its the normal life. *waits for drumroll, comes running out, trips over her own feet, goes pavement diving, wins the gold, stands up toothless to accept the prize but drops it because of blood on her hands and cries when it shatters*


Not often do I come to that conclusion. I walked outside for a break, and all I could think was: what a beautiful day!! (what?? too much of saying that? LOL) The sun was shining down through the clouds making me warm and then a cool breeze was washing over me. I could almost swear I could smell the sea. I took a walk for lunch and it was so nice I could of walked forever.

Yesterday my coworker and friend mary came up and whispered in my ear, I would fight for you! She said you are one of the few people I would kick someones ass over (she and a girl there were bitching at each other because of a certain guy...). I thought that was cool. Not many ppl are willing to tell you your fly is down much less kick someones ass. I value that loyalty. So I guess you can say she really earned mine with that. I didn't explain it that well now did I? *blinks* *sighs* Not much feedback coming now a days so.. But thank you to SF and JB for caring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs*

oh well. I won't say anymore about work :D its damn depressing to speak of it after I'm off the clock.

regards (and this time I will remember to say goodbye :D)

Nicole

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Drama, Drama and damn! Who would of guessed? More Drama!

Hmm. So I guess I have been avoiding coming on my blog for a little. *blushes* Sorry for those ppl crazy enough to read it and be mildly interested. *blinks* I was going to look at the last date I wrote something and comment about it, but do I really need the date to do that? I tend to avoid things when I get awkward with them.

Nothing much has been happening in my life other than the mundane. Yes, my neice and nephew moved in (has to be around two weeks now, but I may be blocking out some extra time); and other than a few times where steam came out of my ears, its been okay. (my eyes only glowed red about half of those times, I'm quite proud of myself)

Work is the same, ha. Except I learned that my supervisor tried to get me fired a couple of months ago but Chuck, the CFO, said NO. (damn right!!!! go chuck! not that I want this job anyways but its the principal of the matter) Do you know why she tried to get me fired (insert obviously leading question here)? because they were giving me a raise that she wanted. Hello??? Is she that much of a bitch?? So, I'm a little pissed at that, but anyone who knows me, knows that is nothing new.

I am becoming bored with myself. Which is quite sad. Maybe that is why I was avoiding coming on here. Because when I do, I have to recognize myself as the complainer I am. I think I enjoy it waaaaay too much.

LOL I just stopped writing this to go check out my guilds site on-line. I think I'm waaaaay too addicted. Possibly?

errr. so with that lost train of thought..

back to the main pt

which is me.

I think.

*crickets start singing in the back ground*

*blinks*

*bites a random person*

*wonders if she just got a disease*

*cries*

so. I'll be back sometime. don't hate me because I'm undependable :D